L O V E .
now ill express;
what I feel
how I fell
--
we met when we were young
school together
8th grade
you've taught me a song that I still recall
beautiful letter
by then
you had a girl
i had a boy
we lived our lives separately
i never even thougth about anything, really.
until I met a mutual friend of ours
we talked about you
I mean, he have mentioned you
he said how romantic you were and
that he remembered me telling you "I do what I want".
it sounds cute how you were
a smooth nostalgy emotion reckon me .
I went to you FB and smiled at your pics
beautiful smile
big man,
beautiful.
congrats.
few days later,
we match.
you said:
"Olhaaaa elaaaa"
we talked for a while,
you've shared you ctc card
"we have known each other enough for you to have my phone"
little chat for 1 day
next night I'm offering you a wine
we had to drink in my car
during quarantine in Brasil
I found out you live pretty close
yea sure, we met in a neighborhood school
that was nice
you still look the same as 7/8th grade
same voice
very cute eyes ...
you love BANANAS s2
I give u a mask as a gift
we talk deliciously
I'm loving it all
we smoke 1
that u got get in your car, and you roll so sexy
we agree in many things
omg is delicious
im all wet, of course.
can't help.
then you melt me completely;
when you turn to me and say:
"Ah, vou querer um beijo"
--
OMG
what was that?
Am I alive?
Is this real?
my mind is singing: "nossa, que absurdo"!
--
fucking completely delicious kiss
maybe i fuck up the moment for a while
kind of worried because everything is sooooooo damn good
we are in the streets, nighttime, drinking in my car
and i ask to change songs.. whatever.
we continue to love
I am in love already
but I'm in days of red
so we can't deeply continue at that moment...
I go to the back sit to have a sip
we kiss again
so perfect
you go to the back sit with me
we love w/ clothes on.
your body, all of it
I wanna dance on you.
youre beautiful, hot and kiss so well.
smokes weed, write well, agrees with me, likes to listen, graduated... just all good, all I needed...
you thank me for the moment of distraction ...
I thank the whole multiverse for what I am feeling
TKS GODdess !
but then we really have to leave
we gotta pee...
and we gotta continue another time.
i get home at 2am
can't sleep
just thinking, loving, imagining
searching for motels
making playlist
movie lists for us to watch togehter ...
--
I go
crazy
in love
hot
you've overcame (almost) everything I've seen and experienced ...
I want you like - I really want you
I mean
I've been out trying so much
and loving in many ways
I just wanna live a love story with you too
that actually inspired me for so much
I've changed in this week.
I've became better
because I loved
I've dreamed. wished.
my best version
deserves
I've grew ...
like,
we met before
we've talked
we've loved
we've done
we've lived
regardless of the future
here I am
registering a moment
a feeling of my heart
for you
a story
Lari Love's Diaries
so delicious
i've pictured a whole future together
cuz I can't stop dreaming
such a dreamer
but dream by dream
the right ones
always become true
you're one of them
seriously
good you didnt feed this intense passion so crazy like me''
cuz i'd go literally insane
i've cried
thanking
for reaching this feeling
omg I haven't felt this way
like
never
tks for a new discover/
for now
I Love you/
(L) (L) (L) (L)
{ exactly one week ago }
